Posted on July 22nd, 2024

In this specific topic, I will discuss deeper into my personal journey and its origins, echoing the experiences of those who have trodden this similar path of self-discovery. As far as I can remember, being raised on an island surrounded by nature played a significant role on shaping my identity and nurturing my deep appreciation for the natural world. The memories that were made with the souls that I have encountered relatives, friends and aquaintance during my childhood time living in the Pacific islands of Fiji will always be a part of me that have passed on the wisdom that I carry with me today.

These words of wisdom that were instilled within me, left by the voices of the grandmothers and grandfathers of the land, would then serve a purpose after moving to the USA to always remember my roots and the way of life. To embrace a different life experience without losing sight of my true self. These were the pivotal moments that I recall at the age of eleven, having to transition from a tropical climate in a small town surrounded by coconut trees and the ocean breeze, just minutes away from the views of the beach.

To a more vast land, larger cities and taller buildings were my first initial reactions looking through the window of the passenger seat of an airplane before landing in San Francisco. It finally set in, that this is my new home now, whereas before I took it as if it was just a vacation, just-here-to-visit type of energy. During that time, I had to process a lot of emotions that I held within, having to adapt to a new lifestyle and just the feelings of missing home.

Finding My Place In Society

For the next decade of my life, I spent the initial five years of my pre-teen and early teenage years trying to live out my best childhood that I had left through the ups and downs of life, while a part of me also felt pressured to fit in with society and what they perceived to be normal then. I tried to comprehend the American way of life out of respect, contrasting it with what I was accustomed to back home, but somewhere along the way, I caved in and found myself trying to adjust my identity and exchange for societal approval.

Now, pondering back on the rest of the five years of my younger version self going into my late teens and early prime years was when I knew I had lost touch of the wisdom I once had. As we all know, these were the phases we’ve all experienced at some point, trying to find our place in society, preparing us for the adult life to come or, in other terms, striving for the American Dream. However, on a profound level of intuition, I understood, despite my inability to fully comprehend it at that moment, that it was never meant for me to pursue that path.

Embracing Motherhood

In 2013, my significant other at that time, who I knew and dated for nearly four years, and I unexpectedly welcomed our first child together into the world. Unfortunately, that relationship came to an end and at that moment I knew God/Creator had other plans for me. As I mentioned before, I’ve always had the ability to see things from a higher awareness. For one reason or another, I took that as a sign and had to come to terms with it, that this was part of my soul's lesson and served a purpose to re-awaken to who I am again.

Throughout my early years of motherhood, being a single parent taught me so much about my inner strength and my determination to persevere. Nonetheless, it was also one of the most transformative times when I had the opportunity to discover more about myself and the quest of cultivating happiness. I knew I wanted a better future for my only child, my son. Consequently, to establish a sustainable co-parenting arrangement that would foster a healthy environment for his upbringing, but with that too took healing and time.

Healing With Nature

After so many years, due to work and life circumstances, I finally had the opportunity in 2016 to visit my birth land being the main reason of my beloved grandfather's passing. The thrill yet the unknown feeling of taking that last-minute planned trip of seeing my loved ones back home after all these years ignited something within my soul. That feeling was my new beginning unfolding right before my eyes. What sticks out the most to me is the subtle energetic change experienced upon reaching my destination. Transitioning from the fast-paced lifestyle in the US to a more relaxed, present, and free-flowing energy was truly unforgettable. 

During my return to my homeland, reuniting with my dear ones and rediscovering my roots, I experienced a heartfelt sense of self-rediscovery and soulful reconnection. This unexpected journey became a vital catalyst for healing, enriching my being in ways I had not initially anticipated. My grandfather's departure in 2016 was what initiated my path; it felt like my ancestors brought me there for a greater purpose that was needed for the years to come. After returning from that much-needed trip, what felt like a rejuvenating retreat for my soul, I had no idea that this was only just the start of my journey to healing.

Ancestral Healing

My journey towards healing progressed from 2016 through 2018, a time when I was unaware of ancestral healing. In 2020, I gained knowledge of this concept through like-minded souls that crossed my path and continued to address patterns and cycles throughout 2021, with a significant focus on 2022 that unlocked alot of my innate abilities and wisdom. Reviewing back, these were the prominent years that contributed a lot to my soul’s growth and becoming more of who I am today.

Reminder

Healing can manifest in diverse forms. Each individual's unique talents and abilities can serve as a conduit for providing some sort of healing to others, be it through verbal expression, written works, art, photography, music, dance, culinary arts, immersion in nature, and more. The possibilities are endless if you are open to them. However, if you are seeking a deeper understanding of soul work or desire further information regarding the services I provide here in Majestic Manifestor, please do not hesitate to contact me at (209) 437-1529 or info.majesticmanifestor.com and I will be more than happy to assist you with any inquiries you may have.